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My blogs for the past few days have not been published. Why? I thought I published them. Is there someone lurking around deleting my blog enteries? But why? Or did I not click publish? I thought I did.......

Okay nevermind. For now, got alot of things running across my mind and therefore have to go catch them before they drive me crazy. (BritneY Spears: You drive me crazy....I must really be off my mind to quote her)

Fright night

Today was fun. Really fun. Went to Tang's but realised I should be at tangling shopping centre. So I started to walk. Walk. walk, and walked. Finally got there. Then I started to look for Mac's and realised there wasn't any (that was the meeting place). Called Blanche and Alvin Tan. Was told that it was at Tanglin Mall....So walked a bit more and finally reached destination. Okay doesn't sound fun.

But later on we went down to Botanical gardens. A really interesting place because I haven't been there. Why? Because I'm not a nature lover and...ya I'm not into plants and scenery. So walked around the whole place, scarring people (Serene especially). A good place for fright night indeed. That's when the heavens decided it was enough and it started to rain...no POUR!!! Was very heavy.

But day hasn't ended. Lian Kiat, Jun Liang and yours truly decided to go down to the very familar army market. Nostalgic place. Spent alot there, when I should not have. Looked for bargain hunting and all. Then I realised......

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shariff

RAin

It's raining...that's an understatement... It's POURING. And at this time of the year. Is it just me or is the weather system screwing up. It's hot out in the morning and then it rains..no pours in the evening. How to make plans in this kind of system?! Oh well! Nobody can control the weather right? Right!Currently I'm not doing anything. I'm vegetating, rotting and all I've done is a few days of relief and some medicamp work. I guess it's time to say aye to go for clinical attachment. Make use of the time. See people being opened up in the morning and go for lunch. And then come back home to dream about people being opened up. That's the lif. But not paid for all that!! So I guess I have to look for a REAL job that PAYS. Any one got lobang? Please help dear old shariff if you owe me anything. I know alot of people still owe me cups of coffee. Grrr!! Not bad! You all can pay for my coffee fees next sem! Haha! The coffee addict has spoken. I like my coffee black ya!Without WaxMaverick

Rain

It's raining...that's an understatement... It's POURING. And at this time of the year. Is it just me or is the weather system screwing up. It's hot out in the morning and then it rains..no pours in the evening. How to make plans in this kind of system?! Oh well! Nobody can control the weather right? Right!

Currently I'm not doing anything. I'm vegetating, rotting and all I've done is a few days of relief and some medicamp work. I guess it's time to say aye to go for clinical attachment. Make use of the time. See people being opened up in the morning and go for lunch. And then come back home to dream about people being opened up. That's the lif. But not paid for all that!! So I guess I have to look for a REAL job that PAYS. Any one got lobang? Please help dear old shariff if you owe me anything. I know alot of people still owe me cups of coffee. Grrr!! Not bad! You all can pay for my coffee fees next sem! Haha! The coffee addict has spoken. I like my coffee black ya!

Without Wax
Maverick

Rain

It's raining...that's an understatement... It's POURING. And at this time of the year. Is it just me or is the weather system screwing up. It's hot out in the morning and then it rains..no pours in the evening. How to make plans in this kind of system?! Oh well! Nobody can control the weather right? Right!

Currently I'm not doing anything. I'm vegetating, rotting and all I've done is a few days of relief and some medicamp work. I guess it's time to say aye to go for clinical attachment. Make use of the time. See people being opened up in the morning and go for lunch. And then come back home to dream about people being opened up. That's the lif. But not paid for all that!! So I guess I have to look for a REAL job that PAYS. Any one got lobang? Please help dear old shariff if you owe me anything. I know alot of people still owe me cups of coffee. Grrr!! Not bad! You all can pay for my coffee fees next sem! Haha! The coffee addict has spoken. I like my coffee black ya!

Without Wax
Maverick

Rain

It's raining...that's an understatement... It's POURING. And at this time of the year. Is it just me or is the weather system screwing up. It's hot out in the morning and then it rains..no pours in the evening. How to make plans in this kind of system?! Oh well! Nobody can control the weather right? Right!

Currently I'm not doing anything. I'm vegetating, rotting and all I've done is a few days of relief and some medicamp work. I guess it's time to say aye to go for clinical attachment. Make use of the time. See people being opened up in the morning and go for lunch. And then come back home to dream about people being opened up. That's the lif. But not paid for all that!! So I guess I have to look for a REAL job that PAYS. Any one got lobang? Please help dear old shariff if you owe me anything. I know alot of people still owe me cups of coffee. Grrr!! Not bad! You all can pay for my coffee fees next sem! Haha! The coffee addict has spoken. I like my coffee black ya!

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Maverick

LPS

Okay viva list is out and good thing is that I'm not in any of them. So can finally start to finalize holiday plans..not going overseas or anything but doing something useful and fruitful. I've started my teaching stint in primary school. Really cannot imagine me with primary kids right. But they are quite okay once they get to know you (but always be have to be on your toes or else all hell will break loose).

God is a DJ

Imagine if heaven is like a big club ie club momo, indochine wateva. And God was the Deejay (ever heard of the song God is a DJ by Madonna?) And then St. Peter was a the bouncer standing at the pearly gates (ever came across a bouncer with wings and a halo...this is just imagination..no I've not seen an angel before...I'm still alive). Hmmm....weird dream. But, this theme came out in a movie before right? I can't remember it but it was by Chris Rock. He died prematurely (as in before his time was up) and therefore alot of things happened along the way. I had that exact same dream. Hmm.......I wonder why?

Am I suppose to take it in a metaphysical sense or was it just a case of REM sleep gone awry. Should I listen to the religious part or the medical part? Hmmm...if former, what was that dream suppose to mean. I guess should just stick to the medical part.

"When you get to heaven
St. peter's gonna say
How'd you get to heaven?
How'd you find your way?
I replied with a little bit of humor!
Find my way with a helicopter!
Living in a live full of mud and danger!"--some crappy route march song

I guess the helicopter crashed and everyone died..........

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Shariff

Where is your stop?

Hi! Welcome aboard the Life Express! Where do you wish to get off?
Ahmm... I don't know...do I have to get of? Can I not just stay with the rest of them?
Sir do you or do you not know your own life? Don't you have a destination in mind?
Not really..I was just following the crowd. Then I got lost in it.
Where are you from?
No idea.
Where do you wish to go?
No idea.
Do you hope to meet someone?
Do I have to do this?
Do you wish to be someone or be someplace?
I just want to wander.
Well actually the only people who wander or ghosts and spirits! Are you one?
No for good heavens. No! I am a human just like anybody else!
What makes you think you are one? Why are you not a giraffe?
Because I walk on two legs and I can talk to you!
Apes and bears can do that. Parrots can talk if you taught them to!
But..but.. I'm different.
You are on the outside. But on the inside you are nothing different. An animal only things about today and now. Whether it gets food or not. Whether it is safe or not. Whether it has to reproduce or not. Its only about now. Not about tomorrow, the day after, or two years from now. ...but...why are you doing this to me?
I'm not doing anything. You're doing it to yourself. Look at yourself. You claimed your're a wanderer? Let me tell you something. Not all Wanderers are lost. Your're lost. You do not know where your're from and where you will be!
True.....but I don't know what to do..can you help me?
I cannot decide your future. I've already decided mine. I know where I'm heading towards. I have a destination. I may reach there tomorrow, the day after or two years from now. But in the end I'll still reach it. Thats' what matters. And that's what makes me different from animals.

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Maverick

Constancy

A man once said to a boy :"Nothing is a constant but change! Everything around us changes. Days go and nights come. The nights go yonder for daylight to ponder. The sun replaces the moon and the moon replaces the sun. Joyful spring follows a bitter winter but winter returns with a vengence as soon as serene autumn leaves us. Everything changes. People are different everyday. We learn something new each day we study or work. We wear different clothes everyday. We have moody days and we have joyful ones. We are not the same everyday"

The boy laughed and replied:"But no matter what, you're the same everyday. Your still a man. You have the genes. Your genes do not change. If not who you are would right?

"My dear child, who told you that you do not change. You do not look like who you were when you were a toddler. No you don't! You grow and grow and mature everyday. Tomorrow your body will get old and you will feel the burden of living. And yet you say I'm still a man? Yes I am one but an old one. You, my boy, will someday become a young strong man. You see. Everything changes. Sands do not shift overnight. But they do...shift!"

Maverick's own ramblings..the boy and the man do not exist...actually they do...boys and men exist but this boy and this old man are figments of my imaginations...haha..

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Maverick

Constancy

A man once said to a boy :"Nothing is a constant but change! Everything around us changes. Days go and nights come. The nights go yonder for daylight to ponder. The sun replaces the moon and the moon replaces the sun. Joyful spring follows a bitter winter but winter returns with a vengence as soon as serene autumn leaves us. Everything changes. People are different everyday. We learn something new each day we study or work. We wear different clothes everyday. We have moody days and we have joyful ones. We are not the same everyday"

The boy laughed and replied:"But no matter what, you're the same everyday. Your still a man. You have the genes. Your genes do not change. If not who you are would right?

"My dear child, who told you that you do not change. You do not look like who you were when you were a toddler. No you don't! You grow and grow and mature everyday. Tomorrow your body will get old and you will feel the burden of living. And yet you say I'm still a man? Yes I am one but an old one. You, my boy, will someday become a young strong man. You see. Everything changes. Sands do not shift overnight. But they do...shift!"

Maverick's own ramblings..the boy and the man do not exist...actually they do...boys and men exist but this boy and this old man are figments of my imaginations...haha..

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Maverick